to you(i'm using same colour for same person) :
SEE WHAT YOU DID.
i vented my anger on my blog about you and now my TRUE close friend think i'm hating her and talking about her.
so shoot me kill me and flip me upside down that i blame you and that i hate you so much.
but i really do,ok?
you're pissing me off like nobody's business.
i thought you were that sweet nice girl but you've evolved into this bloody bitchy woman.
GRRRR.
if you've got no pussy to talk to me about what i've done wrong,THEN STOP TALKING BEHIND ME ABOUT WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG.
i tried to maintain that friendship we had.
I REALLY DID.
i tried to keep the communication between us.
i tried to make sure the relationship between us was steady as i did not want to lose a friend like you cause i've told you a lot.
THAT IS WHY I TOOK MY TIME TO UNDERSTAND YOU.
but yeah,maybe i tried too hard.
you know what..
if you didnt want this friendship from the start and all you wanted was to use me and have company you should've just told me.
SINCE I'M ALWAYS BEING USED BY PEOPLE I WONT GIVE A FUCK.
grrr.
fuckedup fuck it!

to you(you know why it's red and black?yeah..) :
well,if you really did feel guilty after reading that post which wasn't meant for you then well this is what i have to say and rest my case.
yeah maybe after you did msg me it did hit me.
we've drifted quite a bit and yeah,i sometimes find it awkward for me to start a conversation with you.
that's why sometimes i just brush you off.
i know i'm bad.
but that's kinda how i avoid being in awkward situations you know?
it's like...
i just don't know what's going on in your life anymore and i feel lost:(
but chill,we'll make this friendship with the other 2 work,i hope.


where's diana when i need her:(